She was sitting there for a long time. A book hiding her face. Seemed like in the elegantly designed lobby, hers were the best pair of shoes. She was lost in the book. Completely unaware, she is causing many heartbeats slip around.
Her short one piece was barely covering her thighs. And from the sunrays which crossed the windowpane of the hotel lobby were finding themselves lucky, resting on her bare thighs. She was looking like a greek goddess taking a sunbath. Her thighs were glistening in the sunlight. Leaving me gasping for more air. Increasing my pulse of the bulge in my pants.
And i was sitting just bang opposite this ravishing beauty. Trying to not look at her. Trying to look good in the eyes of the world. Not wanting to be seen, staring and appreciating another marvel of nature.
My meeting was due and i was hoping the person am supposed to meet gets further delayed. Just so that i can enjoy the view little longer. But it was not meant to be that way. Something else was in store for me.
And then the unexpected happened. With one hand she was holding the book and the other went straight on her thighs. The diamond studded in her ring finger chuckled and bounced back light ferociously. That seemed to break her attention. And abruptly she kept the book down. Unknowingly, she looked at me and found me staring at her with my eyes fixated on her thighs.
I didn’t know what to do. My heart sank. Was feeling embarrassed to the core. My eyes pleading for forgiveness. Expecting anger to show up in her eyes. Looked around. And avoided her gaze. But was sensing she continued staring at me.
So i gathered the courage to look back at her. And found her giving me a look i will never forget. I couldnt understand whether she was angry or was upset. Just saw her getting up from her comfortable anc cozy couch, and slowly coming my way. Suddenly, felt a shiver going down in my spine.
I could see her coming closer to me and i was trying my level best to avoid looking at her. I focused my attention on the windowpane on my right and was waiting for her to pass.
But it was not god’s will. I sensed she standing next to my chair. Her strong perfume hit my nostrils sending a wave surge across my body. Her presence was being felt by my hand on the table. Filled with fear I turned around. Expecting a showdown, in that 5-star hotel lobby. When i looked at her, i found she looking straight at me. Seeking an explanation of my action.
Some words i found escaping me and i vaguely heard myself uttering the words “Am sorry, ma’m”.
Not really expecting to be pardoned.
She looked at me and asked, “For how long, were you staring?”
And I was dumbstruck.
I said “Just couple of of minutes”
She asked “How are you feeling now?”
I said “Miserable and sorry and ashamed”
She asked “Why?”
I said “I think i shouldn’t be staring”
And then she asked “Why do u think you shouldn’t be staring?”
I said “Well, its not a good manner to look and stare at women”
She said “Who told you that?”
I said “Everyone says that”
She said “But what & how did you feel while looking at my bare thighs”
By now i was getting comfortable and lill bolder as the fear of a showdown was baseless.
I said “To be honest, i found the whole thing very erotic. But i know it is not a good mannerism to be displayed by a gentleman”
She said “Interesting. What would you have done if i did not notice you watching me? Would u have continued watching me”
I said “I don’t know, probably yes.”
She said “Now am going back and going to read my book again, am about to reach the climax of the novel. And i want you to continue staring at me. Now that i know that you loved watching my legs and i could see in your eyes that you found me very beautiful and desirable.”
I was stumped. Clean bowled by her statement. And a big “What??” whisked away from my mouth.
And gathered myself again. Mixed feeling of surprise and excitement a sense of a childlike innocent joy. As if a kid was getting a toy he long desired but was denied and suddenly one day he gets the same toy as a gift.
I said “Why?” Wouldn’t you mind me staring at you”
She said “No.”
“Am an exhibitionist. I love when people look at me and desire me. I don’t let them come close. I just love to be watched and feel desired from a distance. Have been sitting here for last few days. But no one desired me the way you did. Also you like a perfect gentleman. Not the kinds who would ogle at women. That makes me feel more beautiful. I just want to feel beautiful. Will you please continue staring it me?” “Pleaase”
Her please sent me in a state of joy that results for a pleasant surprise that hits you when you are least expecting it
And there she went and sat there again. Letting me, giving me the permission to eye her beauty as long as i wanted.
Little did i know that in her permission, i had stepped into a new world. A new possibility.
A possibility that was about to change my life…
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To be contd:
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